The Defense Mechanism

at the back of my mind, i don't really think this will go anywhere further.

i have an instinct that the feeling, even if it's mutual, won't develop deeper, or as deep as i want it to.

i can see another heartbreak coming my way.

but i won't give up on any any chance to make it work.
even if what i perceive is only a glimmer of hope.

i'll pursue it. until i know for real, that it's not going to happen.

for at least i could sleep better at night, knowing that i've tried my hardest.
that i'm not a mere quitter.

i really do hope this will work out.

i like you very much.
lets get to know each other better.
and learn about each other.

even if it does not go our way,
at least we have a fond memory.
of you and i,
of us :)

until i see you again,
take care babe.